The fairy in Me

Believe.

2005-03-12T07:51:00.000+08:00

I think i've told u guys a million times that if you believe in something or someone or whatever it is,your believe will come true..or in another word it will appear in your world.For example, Some children have imaginary friend.Why?it's simply because they believe in it.

I believe in fairies,and sometimes I see them flying around when i'm alone.Just by looking at them i saw happiness, calmness beyond me and i felt peaceful.So,why not believe in something good instead of believing something bad..or evil?

By believing in something good,you see the good in it and it somehow will effect yourself.You will feel happier and naturally,you see things in a positive way.You will probly sort out your life to see what have you done and make your future path clear.You could feel the peaceful rhythm in you and felt that you've at last know who yourself is.You'll learn to appreciate your own life more and love and understands yourself and even the people around you.YOU LOVE YOURSELF!

But,believing in devil or something bad will make you all the same angry,frustrated,sad and anything at all!You didn't know what's inside you,calling out your name,sucking out your precious life..and somehow you felt the hunger of doing something bad or even evil.And then, you did it.Maybe you feel proud for a moment,guilt the next,and later anger..Why?Because these things doesn't let you think for long!so how would you know what are u feeling and what are you doing?You don't!You just follow the fast,angry rhythm in you,following what it needs,what it wants.And so,sometimes you feel high and the next moment you are angry!You feel that nobody,NOBODY in this world cares about you,when there's a million of family and friends who are so worried for you standing beside you.The thing probly had blinded you.and once the thing conquer all of you,you are done..You wouldn't have the chance to turn back.Is it worth it?Because you believe in something that's bad,you will lose control of yourself,you'll miss out all those fun and lovely moments that awaits you,you'll lose your family and friends trust in you..

Now,it's your turn to think again what you believe in.It may sound simple enough but it could also bring changes to your life,forever.

Holidays celebration.

2005-03-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

YAY!!!!!one week holidays!!muahahaha..now I rule!lol..went to celebrate with my jie today!Went for Genki Sushi in KP and shopping in JJ also..muahaahha..bought a pink singlet!I'm so so so happy!I'm going to force my mom to go shopping with me tomorrow!lalala~hahahha..I'm feeling soooooooo crappish right now~

Hafta finish my Art Folio and Moral Project before the holidays end..hmmph..i don't mind the Art Folio but the Moral Project is kinda boring right?HaIxxX..I think i'll not be enjoying this holidays with my friends..Hafta make sure I go to dancing class and Undang before the school start!

Nyway,i'm just very happy because I spent my money today!lol!chaoZzzz...muAXxx

SPM.

2005-03-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

I made a promise.Work hard for SPM.CAN I? LOL.

My Dream Guy.

2005-03-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

I've always said I didn't know how my dream guy looks like or act like or sound like...orrr....anything!To make things clear today,i've decided to squeezzzeeee my brain out and think of this!muahaha..However,this blog doesn't mean that i'm accepting anyone or finding for one.Coz,i'm NOT for now!

My Dream Guy.
.Studies until Coll or U.
.Have his own dream and at the same time accepts mine.
.Never to sticky.I want my own freedom as well letting him remain his own.
.Caring and loving when I need him.
.Looks:okay looking.
.Likes me not just for my looks(eventhough i don't know why)STOP trying to change me into someone you want me to be!I LOVE MYSELF!
.Likes me because of who am I,for my everything!(I told you I have a fairy in me right?muahaha)
.Not too much of an egoistic.
.Love himself before he learn to love me.
.Respect himself and respect my rights.
.LOVE me!lol..

P/S:He have to love animals too!!IMPORTANT..lol

I will not be hurrying to find one,I have booked all the time for me,myself and I!
At least for now..haha..I'm not ready to settle down yet,I have just to many things to do!Plus I wanna enjoy my single life for now!haha..chaOzzz

A day without feeling.

2005-03-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

Spent my whole day in my studies today..well,until now that is.Anyway,Art test is kinda easy..haha..I went to school in the morning and the class is very messy.So me and myself clean up the whole class..muahaha..i wasn't really in the mood because i talked to him again yesterday night.Things kinda got sorted up but in the same time kinda got a lil' messy again..lol..i don't know what i'm crapping.I just know that we had ended our relationship but we are still friends..lol.

Oh yea!Li wah also told me about some guys who are sooooo cruel towards animals..feel like bashing that guy up..hmmph!SOOOOOOOO angry!!!

Anyway,I went over to Wendy house today because of our maths tuition.Ming called and Wendy get all excited!lol~i think she forgot for a moment that she have a boyfriend already..Then she got Ming's num from me coz i gave it to her(obviously)because Ming said can be best budz with her right?muahaha..

Well,i don't have any mood to crap for this moment..shall blog next time!ADIOS!

A Fairytale : Part II

2005-03-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

**Notice : PART I written by Ming. **

Once upon a time, there lived this caucasian mixed chinese guy and this very beautiful girl by the names Joho* and SuLi*. And not to mention, this guy is very charming and handsome. Always striding along the country on his horse. Once, Joho was deeply in love with SuLi and vice versa. But as time passed, feelings fade. However, SuLi's feeling towards Joho never tainted. Then, came JeLi* .. JeLi was astonished by Joho's looks. She was almost in love. But it seems that JeLi adores older man. About 30 years old, with a few kids. And so, she didn't lay her eyes on Joho. After that, came a guy by the name Miang*. Miang is a really really good guy. He loves helping his friends. And he is innocent too. Lolz. Miang was forced to write a fairytale for JeLi. Alas, he can't remember now the fairytale he was supposed to write. And so, they didn't got to live happily ever after. As JeLi will start mocking Miang. Voila.. (Satisfied? Jerlynn?)

PART II.
1 year later,Miang recovered from Jeli's mocking and decided to stop writing fairytales for his own good.Jeli is now happily married with an older man and enjoys her lovely life with her very old man.Joho and Suli hardly contact each another because Joho as a busy man and a part time gay can hardly find time for Suli.One day,Suli and Miang met up with the help from a fairy named Wen(muahaha).Wen, who is very very sweet,loving and beautiful make things sparkle for this two lovely people.She felt that Suli is a very nice,cute girl and Miang is a very sweet gentleman.Okay,back to the story..Suli and Miang met and *TiaNg BLinG BooM~~* their eyes met and sparkles appear everywhere.At this wonderful moment,Suli forgotten everything about Joho.Miang too was stoned,he look at the very cute and lovely lady in front of him and fell in love.Everything seems to go right for this couple,everything between them is soooo sweet and lovely.(Many says it was the help from the BEAUTIFUL fairy,Wen,muahahaha)

After the lovely years they have went through,one bright sunny day,they decided to settle down.They got married and invited everyone to their wedding.Everybody was there including Joho,Jeli,Apple.Even the LOVELY fairy,Wen, appeared during the ceremony,giving them the last spark they needed for their lovely life!

Now,you can always look up on the hill,there will be a house standing proudly and of course a lovely couple with 2 adorable children will be staying in there!

**StOry eNdz**
**Notice : No more Part III allowed!Go make another story!muahaha
(Wen is my chinese name,not Wendy la..plsssssssssssssssssssss!!haha)**

What am I doing here?

2005-03-06T10:35:00.000+08:00

I don't really want to be here you know?I'm suppose to be at the Art Centre,drawing and learning what i'm suppose to draw for Art test tomorrow..ARghhzzz..how could I hear wrongly!The art class is suppose to be on the Saturday afternoon and i heard it as a Sunday afternoon..Now that I miss that class ,i'm suppose to go today at 9am but I have no transport!And I had no idea what to draw for tomorrow!!Plus plus,i'm soooo bored here that I have nothing better to do!Filling in my tummy and typing stupid stuff into my blog!muahahaha..i'm such a pigggggg!!Just hope my test will turn out right!!

Fairy in Me.

2005-03-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

I do believe there is a fairy in each and everyone of us.I believe what i believe,so I could see how my fairy looks like and sounds like.If only you believe,you will see it,right beside you.

There will always be a Fairy,laying deep inside you. Maybe you couldn't see it,but it will always be with you..If only you have trust in yourself,Your fairy will grow stronger.So,my friend, no matter what happens..just close your eyes and dream of your fairy and remember,your fairy will always stay with you.

p/s:introducing my page title again!hehe

Change.

2005-03-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Why must people change as time goes by?Can't they just stay the same?The innocent and sweet old days!hehex..i'm feeling so weird right now,having this really strong feeling that makes me wants to be a child again.But I can't,can I?

After 17 years, I turn back and look at what have I change into..hmm..not very satisfying indeed..lol..I still want to have those dreams of becoming a princess and playing any dumb game that had seem to be so nice during that time.Everything seems to be perfect then..but it still could be now..right?I seriously hope so..coz' i obviously need a better life!haha..i'm too lifeless now!
I still want to be a child!I still want to cry out loud and shout and play whenever I want!

P/S:Headache making me blur,yet i'm in love with chatting and also admiring my blog!muahahha..i'm soooo lifeless!

Fairies Flying.

2005-03-05T17:10:00.000+08:00

Seriously..I think I saw fairies flying around my room..hehe..must be the sign that i've been playing too much with the computer.My eyes are so blurry and when i stand up i'll walk in a zig-zag shape.I obviously deserve a more interesting life..don't I?All I want is a car and a license so I can go out when i'm bored and hang out with my friends!You know people tends to have SOOOOO little time but they have so many things to do,and my problem here is that I have too much time to spend(well,if we don't talk about studying here)

Anyway,Holidays wil arrive in no time..and i SERIOUSLY wants to get out of my house!So if anyone of you have the same thoughts with me,tell me and we go out togeda,okay?muahaha..i'm sooo bored!And stop the tuitionsyou have larh Jlynn!it's obviously blocking you from having a life..haha..at least for a week..=P

Aikz..i'm getting lame again!So adios for now~!MuaXxxX

My New Blog!

2005-03-05T16:05:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl!haha..i've decided to change my blogsite again!And with a new layout!so..link me here kay?thxxxx!